I know I haven't really been around, but I promise I'm still alive.
I'm just wrapping up After the Fire, and have already started work on Jenny Undead. (Just as a sidenote, Jenny Undead is going to be so much fun. I really think you guys are going to like it.) So I've been kind of busy.
Also of note, I got photoshop for Christmas and have been giving all the covers facelifts. I still don't think I've gotten AtF tweaked just right yet, but I'll get there. I should be finishing that book at the end of the month or so, and then however long it takes for my editor to work his magic. I'm thinking February at the latest.

This has been an especially difficult book to write for a couple of reasons. I'm completely out of my element here. It leans more towards true fantasy with mythological elements, rather than my old buddy Urban Fantasy. It's in third person in multiple voices rather than first. I'm totally out of my league, but I think that's a good thing for a writer. And I think it'll turn out pretty decently. It was just difficult to write. It's also really dark. I don't mean that the plot is dark, that I can handle, but many of the characters have great big old dark sides, and sometimes it's hard for me to get into a character's head that way. But success is happening. I'm in the home stretch.

Many, many of my fans have expressed doubt that they will truly like this new series. So let me give you the first few pages of the rough draft, just so you can make a better-informed decision on this. Please recognize that this is the first draft, and some of it may change later. But this is pretty much going to be how the book starts.
"The night my father
was murdered, I woke up in a cold sweat. For a long, heart-pounding
moment I was sure there was someone else in the small, dank room.
Someone that wore the same aftershave as my father. But after gasping
in the dark for a couple of minutes, I realized I was alone.
There were noises
outside; they echoed through the tunnels. Everything echoed
underground. I heard the whoops of young men and the cackling
laughter of at least one woman. They were far-off, though. I thought
maybe Jason and his friends had found a bottle of something or other
on their scavenging trip. That happened sometimes. Usually, though,
they just brought back toilet paper and canned beans. But the young
people got really excited when they brought back liquor. Except for
me. I never did like to drink. It just made me feel dizzy.
It wasn't until the
next morning that I realized that the excitement of the night before
hadn't been for whisky. I had to go down to the kitchens because it
was my turn to help make lunch. We all took turns making the meals,
throwing this and that together. Sometimes the results were
disastrous, but people ate it anyway, choking it down in silence.
Everyone knew better than to complain about food these days no matter
how horrible it was.
There were several
spots in the tunnels that passed through what used to be the
underground sewers. All the manhole covers had been replaced with
metal grates to let more fresh air to the Underneath. There was one
on the way to the kitchens. It was the most popular one, but not for
the fresh air. It was popular because you could see the Wall through
the slats.
The Wall was what
was left of an old glass factory. The rest of it had crumbled or been
torn mostly down before the shit hit the fan and people stopped
caring about tearing down dilapidated buildings. It was old brick and
mortar with a jagged edge that rose from the ground at an angle. The
bricks made it look like small stairs. The bricks were big enough for
a very small foot to climb, but that's not what they were used for.
Each step held a dismembered head, each in various states of decay.
Jason called it the
Enemy Wall, but most just called it the Wall. It wasn't like there
were any other walls that people talked about. When I first came
here, I thought all the heads were from rotters. Most of them were
green and smelling so bad I puked the first time I saw them. It
wasn't until I worked my first day in the kitchens that Moira, a
squat, round woman that smelled like nutmeg and sang at the top of
her lungs, told me who they were.
“It's called the
Enemy Wall for a reason, you know,” she said, kneading some kind of
dough she had thrown together. Moira was just about the only one that
knew how to cook things from scratch. And Jason had brought us some
flour the day before, which had made Moira give a whoop and put a big
smile on her face.
“Well, I figured
that,” I said.
“Those ain't no
zombies up there, sweetie. Those are people. Used to be people,
anyway.”
“Why are their
heads cut off and sitting on a wall?” I said, pausing my task of
opening cans of baked beans.
Moira raised her
eyebrows, but stared down at the dough she was working. She had
pushed up her sleeves and her arms and breasts jiggled a little with
each movement. When she spoke it was in an uncharacteristically quiet
voice. “Don't know if I'm supposed to talk about it.” Her lips
pursed like she was trying not to let them open, like the truth
would just float right out of her if she opened her mouth.
“Why not?” I
said. I looked around. “There's no one else here.”
“Oh, don't let
that fool you, darlin',” said Moira, shaking her head. “People
have ways of knowing things. Best to just keep quiet.”
“You can't just
tell me there's a mystery involving decapitated heads and then refuse
to tell me,” I said. “That's just not right.”
Moira sighed and
looked at me. I smiled sweetly at her. “Please?”
Moira laughed.
“You're too sweet for this world, Jenny. This old world is done
with sweetness.”
“I'm not sweet,”
I said. “I have a dark side, just like anyone.”
“Maybe so,”
said Moira, still chuckling. She sighed and looked around, her eyes
taking in the room before they swung back to me. “Those heads are
enemies,” she whispered, leaning close. “But they're not the
undead kind. Those are the heads of the leaders of rival bands of the
living.”
“There are rival
bands?” I whispered back.
“Every other
group is a rival,” Moira said, her voice almost inaudible. She
pointed toward the tunnels in the direction of the grate. “Those
poor souls out there are people just like us. People defending their
own and scavenging to keep them alive.” Moira frowned and deep
creases formed on her forehead and around her mouth. “Sometimes I
wonder if the living are any better than the monsters. Could be we're
worse.”
And there I stood,
looking at that new head. I recognized it instantly. It was bald
except for a patch that went around the back of the head. The ears
were slightly bent at the tops, the nose wide and crooked. If the
face's teeth had been showing, there would have been one canine that
was chipped and sharper than the other one. And if the head had been
connected to a body, it would have been hardly taller than me and
thin as a rail. And his name would have been Henry Sebastian. My
father.
I stuffed my
fingers in my mouth and bit down to keep from screaming. We weren't
supposed to make a lot of noise down here. Jason said it attracted
the undead. But he laughed when people made all kinds of noise when
he came back with something good from a scavenging trip. I was
breathing fast and hard and I felt like I was going faint. The world
started going dark around the edges and I felt light, far too light.
But I couldn't look away. I just kept looking at that face. I had
never seen my father terrified before, but there on the Wall was a
face that had eyes permanently frozen open, as though he'd been
looking at something that chilled his blood before he died. And his
mouth, the same mouth that kissed me goodnight and told me about all
the wonders I had yet to learn about, was stuck in a horrific 'O',
the lips brown with dried blood. There were flies buzzing around him
and one went in his mouth. I sobbed, the noise muffled by my fingers,
but my body shook with the power of it.
That's how Moira
found me, gasping for breath, with tears streaming down my face and a
hair away from passing out onto the dirt. She must have hurried me
off to the kitchen, but I don't remember walking there. She turned a
bucket over and made me sit on it and put my head between my knees.
She stroked my back while I sat there sobbing so hard that it felt
like every drop of liquid in my body had been cried away. When I was
finally still, she tugged me up gently to a sitting position and put her arms around me.
“Friend of yours,
baby?” she cooed. “I saw someone I knew up there once. Last year.
A man that used to go to my church. I think I was sick right on the
spot, all over the dirt out there. I was so scared, I ran away and
didn't even clean it up.” She smiled, but I couldn't smile back.
“My father,” I
managed, my voice hoarse, and my throat raw. “It was my father.”
“Oh, sweet Lord,” Moira said. “Will the pain of this world
never end?” She hugged me tight then, and even though I felt like I
couldn't possibly cry any more, I did. When I finished, Moira boiled
some water and made us some tea from a jar of rosemary that someone
had brought back from scavenging. “I do miss a good cup of tea,” she said,
sipping.
“It's not too
bad,” I said weakly. “At least it's hot.” And then we made
lunch. Moira didn't bring up my father again, and neither did I.
Of course, after
that day, I never saw Moira again. The people that I did see from the
Underground after that day either ran away from me in terror, or were
stupid enough to try to kill me. I guess I don't have to tell you how
that turned out for them.
After all, I'm
still here."
So that's all you get for now. And now you can decide if the series is for you or not. And it's okay if it's not. I get it. :)
Not much I can tell you about this one yet. I know a lot of people are waiting for it, though, so I'll give you a few hints. Lucifer, Bobby Gage, and Gage's dead wife will all be players. And you are never going to guess who the villain is. (I know, so mean, right? Don't worry, it won't be long.)
So that's what I've been up to. Now I need to go finish After the Fire so I can work full time on Jenny. I also want to thank you all for your support. I've really got the best fans, and you all give me encouragement and fun every day. And I don't thank you enough.